Half ze Time

I main pengelat coz I didn't finish up with my ustazah n then khatam under my aunts. hehehhe. taklah, if i khatam w my ustazah pun, I cant manage to finish it up anytime soon before my wedding and my ustazah cannot make it on Friday night after maghrib. huhu. So here are some of the snap shots of the khataman Al Quran my brother took. And I managed to finish up my Khatam video!! Such an emotional moment I would say. And it really has a very impact in my life now, the blessings and the journey in marriage. It's the opening ceremony to my nikah which is the next day and all emotions are clog up. I keep on getting people saying that my nikah was too emotional even though some of them got married and some couldn't see my nikah at all because of so many obstructions. But alhamdulillah, all went well.

Bismillah! Dear BTBs and ex-BTBs, Alhamdulillah, just in time that we landed on our 2 months anniversary as husband and wife, we also received good news from Syarfique, our photographer that the our wedding picture is ready! Yeayyy! I really love the outdoor pictures more than the wedding itself coz most of the wedding photos are found in my FB. haha. Here are some sneak peaks that I will show to you, and not to anyone else via FB.     I know I haven't do my wedding post-mortem and AFI. I will write a short, simple and sweet one soon(coz I wrote one and I didn't have WIFI so it didn't autosave, so by the time I have internet I forgot to press save, the laptop show tantrum and shut off by itself and poof, gone! So I don't want to rewrite it again, maybe later when I'm good).  I found this one cute couple who made their courtship a book. Too sweet I tell you and I stalked his IG ever since.

Bismillah. I'm suppose to blog about my wedding but I'll start with a month marriage life. Alhamdulillah a month full of love, ADAPTING and SACRIFICE. As much as I prepared for it but in the end, when you go through it, you will know you boundaries and sabr in you. And pulak tu after 2 weeks of marriage hari raya haji, melalak berbakul2 aku first time hari raya tak dgn mak ayah. Luckily, A nak solat hari raya kat Alkaff, dpt solat with my mummy and balik rumah sekejap before going back to my MIL place to host for hari raya. It's different now as the youngest in the family and to host my abang2 and kakak2. Alhamdulillah to my SIL and BIL semua memahami, they are just a phone call away and they will be there help us with everything. And I learn a lot of A's characteristics, the other side of him that I don't know of. HAHAH. Sajak lah tu, time2 hari raya haji or hari raya Qurban, jadi berQurban lah. It really hit me big time when the Khutbah mentioned about Qurb

Bismillah! Sorry for no updates since before and after the wedding. It was hard to blog at work, not like how I used to in my previous school and now, after marriage is even worse as at home (or my MIL place, I have to bring home my work lappy to blog) and no time. Yes, you may hear this sentences way too many times that there's no time to blog and people will abandon their blogs just like that. The thing is, it is true! We came back from our honeymoon feeling tired and under the weather as the haze was at it's peak at that moment of time. Me being me, always kena food poisoning. Luckily I ate the charcoal pills earlier but I always keep on going to the loo coz of my bowel movements. We both like tekak loya, my MIL lagi boleh say ntah2 dah ade isi and I was like, it's only 2 weeks! There's barely nothing! hahah. I shall blog about my prewedding prep work and the craziness and greatness that we (and my bridemaids of course) go through. And the real date as well.

Ever think that if you want to buy veil mcm susah and tak worth it? Nak rent pun dgn sape kan? How about you DIY your own veil to suit your preference? Before anything, just understand the type of veils that you are looking for: After that, you buy your fabric. For me I love chiffon rather than net, so just buy cheap ones at Arab St kedai apek also can. And also lace and/or beads. Then lay it flat and cut it. Usually in semi circle, jadi nanti cantik kalau dah pakai Something like this. You also can have the more beads at you head area More beads pun boleh jugak For me, mine is vey simple as the lace is very heavy beading. I like the lace to be long so that when I wear it nampak more elaborated gitu Sneak peak! Yeah, malas nak pakai anak tudung, I had to draw very ugly ninja for now. As for the sides, you just jahit tangan selembat and put the beads to cover out the selembat. So nampak lagi kemas :)) Enjoy trying ladies!

Last year, when we came to their office, we thought that we had the same vibe, the same thinking and the same goals of what videography and cinematography means. We were wrong. 1 year and half passed and it is only left with 3 weeks to our wedding, my videographer, VS just suddenly changed the contract agreement that we had signed. Padehal I texted them sebelum puasa, sebelum raya when is the 2nd appointment will be on and brape banyak deposit nak kene bawak. And they didnt say anything about it. Pulak tu aku tgh stress kat keje with all the showcases and concerts going on after hari raya week, the lady in team just texted me about the appointment date and the amended contract. I was like WHATTTTTTTT~ jgn mcm ni lah. Aku tgh sibuk kerje abe u just drop a bomb mcm tu. haiz. so aku complain to my friends and cousin, minta opinion and most of them were like, no-no. But after consulted with my parents, my parents told me it was kinda last minute to change vendor. And kalau tukar vendo

A photo posted by Fiza Aw (@fiza_licious) on Aug 5, 2015 at 10:10am PDT Today will be the day I hit my 30 day mark. Exactly one more month to go. Things that I've settled EXCEPT for: Hanging the curtains in my room Go for Spa and pampering myself Haven't survey the flowers at the orchid Haven't sent the remaining card I have Confirm with my bridal dress for final fitting CAR Kompang-to reconfirm Dj/Announcer and another 20 more songs to download Buy bedroom set stuff at Courts I'll be meeting my vendors soon: 8 Aug - Bedroom set at Mr A house 11 Aug - VideoSmith 12 Aug - Bliss 1 week before wedding - Deco team ---------------------------------------------------------- My cousins a.k.a. bridesmaids and my brothers very mentel supportive people when the want to layan me having a pre-wedding photoshoot and without the groom. Luckily we decided that way because we won't create awkwardness with my bridesmaid and my brothers. Act