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Please be prepared that this post WILL be emotional. Dalam tidak memberi zuriat, Allah itu memberi. فالاستعداد في المنع حقه Masih Tak Dapat Zuriat "Kenapa aku masih tak dapat zuriat?".. Posted by Cocombee on Monday, May 14, 2018 This whole process takes up a lot of time, effort, leaves and emotional craziness. To a point that I don't want to have my own child as I would want to live carefree and travel to anywhere I want easily now. Yes, it does get to that point when you have that thought "If there is nothing wrong, why do you need to fix it?" The transitions thoughts of having a baby is very funny. We both are in a different phase and thought process of having child/children. Engagement years Me: I want kids right after I got married. 4/5 is quite a good number. A: Erm, I don't have a thought of it, but if we have, it would be 2. Year 1 Me: Ok I'm so ready for baby. A: Let's give us some time for honeymoon period, to kno...

I almost forgot to update about Krabi as my class starts the week after we got back. Lesson are hectic but I will let you know in another So we are having shot getaway to Krabi! I've always wanted to go Krabi because my Phuket experience wasn't as fantastic due to rainfall. I've booked tickets and accommodation and the rest is up to my husband to pay. nyeheheh. Tickets were so cheap when we booked through Scoots. 2 pax for only $230 excluding insurance but it is good. We bought from Tuesday Frenzy which is awesome. Then I got a membership from Booking for another cheaper rates, $269 for 3 nights with bathtub, airport shuttle, mosque just beside us, hourly shuttle to the beach, free wifi and the hotel owns by Muslims who serve halal food. It is called Ao Nang Phu Phi Maan. This trip is a celebration for my husband's birthday and our anniversary. so we picked 21 July to 24 July. It was the best trip ever! Felt like our honeymoon again. hehe. great place and envir...

Selamat Hari Raya (yg ke 28th) everyone! Yes, I sew my own Hari Raya dress inspired by Poplook. I actually wanted to buy the Poplook one because I pretty much do not have enough time to make my own dress due to business of making kuih raya and settling everything in the house to be raya ready. BUT Poplook doesn't have it in Maroon. This maroon colour is supposed to do for my brother's wedding so I doubled up to use during Hari Raya and his wedding. Hehe. I’ve managed to sew my Raya modern kurung inspired by Poplook. As of now, im focussing on my sewing of dresses. Stay tune for my next project! A post shared by Skarves (@skarvess) on Jun 26, 2018 at 5:42am PDT We skipped raya #2 to today and to JB. In maroon and dress that i sew myself. Heheh A post shared by Fiza Aw (@fiza_licious) on Jun 16, 2018 at 10:54pm PDT Ni rumah raya ke 23 kau rasa. Ofcourse lah cantik coz perhiasan dia cantik. hahah Feeling naik kereta api yg tak samp...

PANIC MODE! Actually not so because age is just a number. kk tak. I am very concern with health issues and I realise that my body is getting weaker and tired. I just noticed that my skin starts to draw lines when I smile or frown. I just realised that my white hair becoming more visible. I realised that I am not as strong to be outside after 10pm. I will be very groggy and tired. I realised that some small things dont matter and being yourself with no branded bags and clothes with no make up on my face is the best-est things in life. I realised that my metabolism is getting lower, have to eat healthy food, have to exercise more. I just realised that 30 is just a number to say that you are not a youth anymore, no more discounts for holidays or business loans. K tu je nak bilang. Bye

Yes it's sounds crazy. I am 29 years old lady, applying for degree at RMIT. Why waited for so long? And why do I have to commit on so many things now? hahaha because I can't wait that's why. I am a go-getter person. If I want it, it means I must have it, even what it takes is to go all out. And it is also to vent out the frustration in me. Frustrated that my house problem has not settled, no news from HDB and resale house is super expensive in Tampines. I can't afford to have HDB loan and bank loan at the same time and that is not included the reno loan (if any). You see, I have set my long list of things I wanted to achieve and accomplish but because of the uncertainties and pending situation makes me "skip" and get the next in line. I will be taking Degree in Business (Management) as part-time, will be completing in June 2020 and insyaAllah graduate in Aug 2020. Yeay! I have yet to chose my electives but I am super excited to be a student again!...

Salam Everyone and Ramadhan Kareem. Another year of Ramdhan and Syawwal at my MIL's place. Seriously, we are really wanting to move on with our lives but HDB paperwork is crazy. A and I applied last August's Sales of Balance Flat (SBF) at Tampines and we got rejected out-rightly. The letter said that we didn't even get a chance of ballot number. We then decided to get resale flat and applied for House Loan Eligibility. Those paper works too get into my nerves when I had to submit documentations and statements of why my CPF contribution and the payslip is not tally, why is there extra income and so on. We applied in February and only in March, we resolved the situation. I remembered that I was super sick, went to the doctor and then to HDB branch office at Tampines Hub, waited 2 hours plus and they skipped my number because of lunch time (I came at 11.15am, still not lunch time and only 1 or 2 officers under HDB, the rest are all under different office) We receive...