Half ze Time

PANIC MODE! Actually not so because age is just a number. kk tak. I am very concern with health issues and I realise that my body is getting weaker and tired. I just noticed that my skin starts to draw lines when I smile or frown. I just realised that my white hair becoming more visible. I realised that I am not as strong to be outside after 10pm. I will be very groggy and tired. I realised that some small things dont matter and being yourself with no branded bags and clothes with no make up on my face is the best-est things in life. I realised that my metabolism is getting lower, have to eat healthy food, have to exercise more. I just realised that 30 is just a number to say that you are not a youth anymore, no more discounts for holidays or business loans. K tu je nak bilang. Bye

Yes it's sounds crazy. I am 29 years old lady, applying for degree at RMIT. Why waited for so long? And why do I have to commit on so many things now? hahaha because I can't wait that's why. I am a go-getter person. If I want it, it means I must have it, even what it takes is to go all out. And it is also to vent out the frustration in me. Frustrated that my house problem has not settled, no news from HDB and resale house is super expensive in Tampines. I can't afford to have HDB loan and bank loan at the same time and that is not included the reno loan (if any). You see, I have set my long list of things I wanted to achieve and accomplish but because of the uncertainties and pending situation makes me "skip" and get the next in line. I will be taking Degree in Business (Management) as part-time, will be completing in June 2020 and insyaAllah graduate in Aug 2020. Yeay! I have yet to chose my electives but I am super excited to be a student again!