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OMGGG I just need to share this post and video I found in FB to you guys who are getting married and already married. If you are wondering that you feel that you are the only one who is experiencing this and having said that you can't actually share much about your marriage life to anyone and felt depressed, you can read this article from Ukti Safiyah or even better watch her video! Ukti Safiyah was explaining the raw reality of marriage where people always thought it is the nicest, fantasy-like, happily ever after endings. Well, its not. Its the beginning of new life. She spoke my heart out. The reality of marriage can make you depressed if you don't get it right and felt like this is not what I signed up for and gave up. There's a video to the article which I find it easier to digest before you read the article. The article link: http://mahadandsafiya.wixsite.com/islam/single-post/2017/02/18/The-Raw-Reality-of-Marriage I will point out some of the things that I

Assalamualaikum everyone! How's everyone going along? December is almost half gone and can't wait for 2016 to make the grand entrance. And for those BTBs, all set and prepare yourselves with new organizer, mark your dates and get everything done. BUT before everything else, please read up A LOT of books or exBTBs real life and fun facts about marriage life. Kalau nak tahu more, you can also enjoy from this video (an hour long, but what I did was to listen during work so that I don't waste my time on focusing one thing, unless u can't multi task) from Aiman Azlan and Maria Elena. For me, whatever that Maria goes through is true fact especially both of us are the only daughter living with 3 brothers. Some are the facts are not the same or maybe because she got married earlier (last 3 years) and we are both the same age. Other than that, you may read Aiman Azlan's blog regarding his 2 years if marriage life and few months of fatherhood here .

Bismillah! Dear BTBs and ex-BTBs, Alhamdulillah, just in time that we landed on our 2 months anniversary as husband and wife, we also received good news from Syarfique, our photographer that the our wedding picture is ready! Yeayyy! I really love the outdoor pictures more than the wedding itself coz most of the wedding photos are found in my FB. haha. Here are some sneak peaks that I will show to you, and not to anyone else via FB.     I know I haven't do my wedding post-mortem and AFI. I will write a short, simple and sweet one soon(coz I wrote one and I didn't have WIFI so it didn't autosave, so by the time I have internet I forgot to press save, the laptop show tantrum and shut off by itself and poof, gone! So I don't want to rewrite it again, maybe later when I'm good).  I found this one cute couple who made their courtship a book. Too sweet I tell you and I stalked his IG ever since.

Bismillah! Sorry for no updates since before and after the wedding. It was hard to blog at work, not like how I used to in my previous school and now, after marriage is even worse as at home (or my MIL place, I have to bring home my work lappy to blog) and no time. Yes, you may hear this sentences way too many times that there's no time to blog and people will abandon their blogs just like that. The thing is, it is true! We came back from our honeymoon feeling tired and under the weather as the haze was at it's peak at that moment of time. Me being me, always kena food poisoning. Luckily I ate the charcoal pills earlier but I always keep on going to the loo coz of my bowel movements. We both like tekak loya, my MIL lagi boleh say ntah2 dah ade isi and I was like, it's only 2 weeks! There's barely nothing! hahah. I shall blog about my prewedding prep work and the craziness and greatness that we (and my bridemaids of course) go through. And the real date as well.

We have a lot of differences but it doesn't mean it is all bad. It is about adapting and compromising. Opposite attracts. And I believe that we are meant for each other in so many ways even tho we have our differences in characteristics and minat. But it is never a hindrance to us to be together, stronger. And it just makes my heart melts that he would do anything to make me happy eventho he had to face his fear of heights. I love you more and more seeing how much you willing to sacrifice just to do things together. 💕💖💕💖💕💖💕 *i tak paksa him to do zipline tau, he yg suggested. Can see his face dah turned pale* Cheesy much right? Hehehe. 💑 To many more great adventures together and insyaAllah I try my best to compromise my part for you. #fizmiadventures A photo posted by Fiza Aw (@fiza_licious) on May 2, 2015 at 6:27am PDT The caption says all. I can't express enough how much things changed since I got engaged and now. 2 years seems long and we are gettin