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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم BACKSTORY We got the not-so-strong positive test before our IVF programme (11 -13 Jul) but on 16 -18 Jul, I checked again, it got fainter and I got my period on Saturday, 18 Jul. It was sad because if not, I don't have to continue with my IVF journey. I didn't tell A earlier about the double line is because I wanted to surprise him and my dad for their birthday but it turns out it backfired me instead. Told A about it on my period day and he was confused, puzzled, surprised and sad at the same time. Overwhelmed with the information like oh, we are pregnant but you got your period? So what does that mean? Do we finally get a success and then it didn't happened? Is it early miscarriage? I called SGH on Saturday (18 Jul) to check when I could come down to collect the injections. They asked me to come on Monday morning (20 Jul), took a blood test and collected Ganirelix (Orgalutran) to stop from premature ovulation.  The injection is stinging compared to

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم As my previous post stated, I've already started my IVF journey. What happened before our IVF is trippy. Let's get to know more about PCO and my TTC journey.  Before my IVF cycle My body was feeling weird  that is not how normally what I will experience nearing my period. I blamed Letrozole because it gets me too gassy and bloated. And sometimes I have tender breast and feeling nauseous nearing my period. I checked the pregnancy test on my 10 DPO and it was negative, I was okay. Not sad but still hopeful. I watched Youtube channels on TTC, PCO and pregnant and some of them telling the experience and symptoms they had. I was curious and I checked again on 13 DPO cycle day 27 (was supposed to wait for 14 but I was too excited) and saw the finest line. I was so happy but i kept quiet about it. I am so shocked and thankful towards Allah for answering my prayers. It was surreal. I kept on coming back to my drawer and look at it again and again. Is it real? I w

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم I miss travelling!!! Looking at all the leaves for 2020 and my passport is so depressing! This long overdue blogpost will suffice, I guess. A came about loving mountains after watching Anapurna and Everest base camp on some travel shows on TV. From then, we pretty sure making a point to include climbing a mountain in one of our destinations. We decided Bromo as it is the easier version because it is not so hard to climb. AND I WAS WRONG! It was not so high BUT because of the sand and dust (and horse poop smell), it took us long to climb up and down. When descended and I blown my nose, all black particles came out and I showed to A, he felt disgusted. hahah. I inhaled the dust around and when I washed my face and hands, it was so black. Should have brought change of clothes. Can you see the mountain tips? The rooftop view. super nice and cold! Subuh Fajr  Sunrise Me + You See the fog The sulfuric smell super strong Hi horsey Jejak rosul keee I love this shot Love